body_desires

yay today is day 2 of my 10 day fast and it has gone well...i did feel a little down so i have added slim fast to my fast...it is liquid so it should be ok.....i didnt workout as much as i would of liked today i only burned a lil under 150 at the gym...i weighed myself at the gym i was 131...dont know if i am more or less than that bc i weighed myself after working out and after drink water...but i will weigh myself 1st thing in the morning and see....i hoping for 120-125 by this monday 

ok so today is my first day of my 10 day fast and so far so good!!! i also got a gym membership today so im pretty excited about that too!!!
cw-135
gw (july 3rd)-110
eek i gained but that is ok ill lose it by the end of tomorrow!!

the radio sux!!! i heard today on a talk show a guy saying that being ana is a form of suicide because if you do it long enough you will die . . .  well so is being obese or smoking or drinking . . . why not mention those instead? 

 As i was walking today i thought how strange it is to eat.
not to sound weird or anything but what i mean is . . .
that when i do not eat that day i seem to feel full of energy, life and i am happy
however, the days i do eat i feel negative, pissy and worthless . . .